She sort of seemed interested in me too. Let's see where this leads but things are looking up. I felt like this woman was introduced to me by the Universe. Thanks Universe.

I just re-read the Morning Prayer on this website. It felt different today. Today, for the first time ever, I sensed the barrier between me and my environment disappear, as if I was connected to my environment. Not the whole world, mind you, but my immediate surroundings. As if I was rotally free and at one with them. Thanks for this prayer.

Having trouble finding something to be grateful for. I guess the fact that none of us in my family, ie my son, my soon-to-be-ex=wife and myself as well as my own family (parents, sister, brother and their families) have any serious diseases is something to celebrate. So thanks for keeping us healthy.

Last night the girl anyone who has read this journal knows I have been fool over said goodbye to me. She is going back to her other lover - I was the one she was playing with after all. So what am I grateful for?

I feel some positivity returning to my life, which has been a bit down of late. I know it is all what we make of it but we often forget to make anything nice of it, don't we? Anyway, thanks for some positivity.

I really want to be more grateful for the so many things in my life that I have but do not appreciate or remember to. What can I see or feel now to be grafeful for?

I have just been re-reading my entries and find I get a lot of strength by re-visiting my gratitudes. So thank you for that.

A difficult day - the girl I am in love with who lives in another country, she is not responding to me or coming online to chat. But I just realised now that she is not online, I am not worrying about her seeing someone else like I have always worried before. So thanks for the little bit of freedom from jealousy.

Just got an appointment to see the eye specialist. Good things are happening. Thanks for that.

Eye hurting today, girl not responding, things looking bleak (literally). Can't sleep. What to be grateful for? Recovering from a bad cold I guess. Made some peace with my soon to be ex-wife. She has been kind to me these past few cold/fever days.