Sitting next to my son now after a few weeks. Thanks for that. His mom and I are going to separate soon but she has done a good job in preparing what and how we are going to talk to our son about the separation. Thanks to her too. I still have to think about her proposals.

I am grateful that I am back home safe from my trip to Japan. It was both a hard and good trip emotionally. But it was a trip that made me feel alive. So grateful for that.

I am so grateful I have such a nice little boy who adores me so much. I say I love him a number of times a day. I am glad I am feelling this gratitude toward him for coming into my and his mom's life. Thank you, wonderful boy. I really really love you.

Just drinking, a bit down but not too much. The girl I have been a fool over wants to see me tomorrow. Need to make a decision whether yes or no. Don't think it's going to lead anywhere but more pain for me. So what am I grateful for. I guess this website again - letting me vent my anger, frustration, pain. So thanks once again, Mr. Website owner.

The pain in my feet is all but gone with great orthotics and shoes. The rain has stopped it seems and I can go for a walk. Everything to thank for. So thank you! I am off soon.

I am really afraid of animals. But there's a cat sitting next to me as I write this on the couch. I find that I am not bothered. I feel grateful for that. The cat likes me I think.

I had lasik done a few weeks ago. The night glare or starburst is almost no bother now. I don't even notice it anymore. That's something to be grateful for. Thanks Doc.

Thank you for my relatively late sleep this morning. I had been getting little sleep these past few weeks, waking up at 5 30 am and then feeling drowsy all day long. So things ere looking up for me.

I got drunk this evening. But the fun part was meeting a lady. She is married to someone else but she is great. Kind and soft spoken, a great conversationalist. Of course I cannot have any chances with her. But thanks for at least allowing me to talk with her. Great person and so strong. She suffers from diabetes type 1 and has to inject herself a number of times during the day. Bless her please!

I am feeling somewhat low. I can't think of anything I want to be grateful for right now. But there must be something. I just edited the first two lines here. Exchanged the first and seoond. I guess I should thank my ability or interest in writing for me to be able to do that.