Finding gratitude difficult

Eye hurting today, girl not responding, things looking bleak (literally). Can't sleep. What to be grateful for? Recovering from a bad cold I guess. Made some peace with my soon to be ex-wife. She has been kind to me these past few cold/fever days.

I have lost a lot weight lately, mainly because of the girl I fell in love with. Perhaps its all coming to an end and I will feel healthily hungry again which I haven't since I met her almost 2 months ago. So either way, it should work out fine.

So again my thanks to thi website's owner for putting it up. Just helped me a bit now.