Last night the girl anyone who has read this journal knows I have been fool over said goodbye to me. She is going back to her other lover - I was the one she was playing with after all. So what am I grateful for? To her for making the decision. I do not have to force myself to keep away from IM or the phone. It's done with. Surprising I find that it's not too bad and disappointed though I am, I feel a bit free. Thanks.